i came up with a solution to my sleeve dilemma. i didn’t wanna get one because theyre a huge, bold commitment. so i think im gonna get a white half-sleeve. coming up with so many ideas right now cant wait!
destruction…chaos… it all calms me down. im not too concerned with life lately, whatever happens i’ll get through it. people act like if they don’t make every right decision, their life is over. sit back and breathe for a moment. so much of what surrounds you is fake. made up rules, and systems. let it get to your head and it’ll break you down. when you realize none of it is real in the first place, you feel so much more free. you can sit back and watch everyone rush and panic as they whirl around you… and its all for nothing. life isn’t about structure and discipline. its about being given all this time to do whatever the fuck you want. get wild with it.
My favorite deep thought is:
After you die, it is believed that you have 7 minutes of brain activity left inside you, and in the 7 minutes you experience your entire life over, in a kind of dream… Because in a dream time is stretched.
So if this is the case, what if right now you’re in that 7 minutes. How do you know if you’re alive or just reliving old memories.
Mind fucking. I love it.
